I hate to be the person to bring down everyone’s mood after a fun night of racing but I’ve got some extremely unfortunate news to share. Not even 10 minutes after we got done with the races, my 12 year old German shorthaired pointer started to breath heavy and fast and wouldn’t get up. My parents and I immediately got in contact with our vet and I ended up having to carry her out to the car about 10 minutes after the episode happened so my parents could rush her to the emergency room. Not even five minutes into the half an hour drive, she passed away next to my mother in the back seat. They pulled over to try to help her and then continued on to the vet where they tried to save her for 45 minutes but it was too late. It turns out she had an extremely aggressive form of cancer that caused tumors to burst inside of her. We had no clue she had this since she’s acted perfectly fine and healthy (except for a slight cough she developed over the last few months which we now believe had to do with the cancer, but the medication we gave her seemed to help) even up until the moments she started having trouble breathing. She always got regular checkups, blood work, and all of that stuff done and nothing ever showed up. She was also still very active and didn’t even come close to acting like a 12 year old dog. We always joked about how she was a puppy in a 12 year old dogs body. The only thing that gave her age away was the gray hair she had on her chin.
I’m in absolute shock over this and I’m not sure the reality of her not being around anymore has hit me or my family quite yet. It’s just weird seeing her food and water bowl and toys laying around and knowing she’s gone. We’ve experienced the grief but we’re just in complete disbelief right now. We always considered her to be a part of the family so the unexpectedness of it is really getting to us.
Everyone, please let your family members, whether they’re human or animal, know that you love them today. I never really understood what people meant when they say life is fragile until last night. I unfortunately now have first hand experience when it comes to how sudden you can lose someone you love. She woke up perfectly fine yesterday morning and acted fine throughout the day and into the night, and then in the span of 30 minutes last night, she was gone. These things happen so fast and nothing can prepare you for it. My dad and I both said we thought she’d have at least two or three years left since she seemed so healthy for her age which makes the shock even greater. I’ll always remember her and keep those thousands of great memories I have of her in mind though, and that’s what I’m trying to focus on the most, but it is hard. She was a great dog and I couldn’t ask for a better friend to grow up with. I’m going to miss her a ton, but I know she’ll always be here with me in some way.
Again, sorry if I brought anyone down this morning, but I felt like I had to share considering how soon after our racing all of this happened and selfishly, it does help to talk about it a bit. I do plan on racing next Sunday and I’m going to try to keep my regular daily routine up, but it’s going to take some time to heal.