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- gtp_jimprower
There's something wrong with me.
Yesterday, I was pissed off. Really pissed off...for no reason other than I was thinking of the kind of conversations that go on in here, and how I can't seem to cope. I'm worried about myself, now. I'm afraid I'm becoming obssessed with debate, and I want to stop before I end up hurting myself or others.
I know, It's wierd, but I don't want to think of the hate and rage of the current social climate. I want to sort of juvinile-ly cover my eyes and ears and go "LALALALA!" I don't know if it's just that I don't have the patience, If I'm afraid of all of you and how smart you seem to be...But I don't want to even see this anymore. I don't even want the chance that I could post in this section of the forum, because I'm afraid that there'll be some issue that I get into and just go ballistic.
What's wrong with me?
Yesterday, I was pissed off. Really pissed off...for no reason other than I was thinking of the kind of conversations that go on in here, and how I can't seem to cope. I'm worried about myself, now. I'm afraid I'm becoming obssessed with debate, and I want to stop before I end up hurting myself or others.
I know, It's wierd, but I don't want to think of the hate and rage of the current social climate. I want to sort of juvinile-ly cover my eyes and ears and go "LALALALA!" I don't know if it's just that I don't have the patience, If I'm afraid of all of you and how smart you seem to be...But I don't want to even see this anymore. I don't even want the chance that I could post in this section of the forum, because I'm afraid that there'll be some issue that I get into and just go ballistic.
What's wrong with me?