I would like to thank from the bottom of my heart for all on the nice words.
I was not sure if I should post here about this, but after all of these words
I am very glad I am part of GTP, it's like that family that you have never met
but you glad you know. I'm not a person that prays, but I feel that I should
this time around. I was going to post a list of name of who send there condolences
but I would have to put everyone on that list.
Duke
We'll always be here to talk if you feel you want to. I'm sure I speak for all of us when I say don't hesitate to contact us publicly or privately.
-Diego-
Like Duke said, we're here if you need to talk or anything.
Thankyou, and although I keep to my self most of the time I
know I can come here and talk to people if I need to.
miata13B
My sympathy and condolences. . . There is not much that I can say. There were times that loves ones in my path were lost. . . Emptiness is what still lingers from then, but still driving on is the hardest thing to do. In time we mend, but never heal. . .
maybe this might help you AngelCreator, I wrote it when my uncle died and it was the closest loss to me I have ever felt. . .
'I sat lonely in the booth we once enlightened together. I sat there and slumped knowing that I will never have that back again in life. I have accepted the fact of that and realized that all the screwed up things done in my life are not forgotten. Is this how I am repaid for all the sins that I have encompassed upon this life. . . I am but a entity of a puzzle that will ultimately never fit properly or be completed for this life cycle has truly turned 180 and plunged to the darkest depths that life will ever see.'
- It never fully turns around, but it keeps going. You now have an angel looking over you. I wish there was something of depth I can say, but it is only within yourself that it will emerge. . .
That is very nice and I thankyou for sharing that with me and everyone else.
-Diego-
I'm actually amazed you can keep such an attitude as you have, especially regarding your birthday thread and the 'ring one too. But keep in mind we're here for whatever.
HYBRIDLVR
I see you to be a very strong person who will honor your moms values im sure, I'm a mommy's boy! And you sharing this with your GT friends shows extreeme strength, This is a major post!!!
Yes I am tring to be as strong as I can, it's just hard for me to feel sad because
I haven't been sad about anything in so long that. I'm not sure what I should
do. That is why I made this thread, it's just the only thing I could think of.
NightmareHunter
(This isn't like you James, not at all)
Thank you all for your condolences. My brother will thank you too.
Samantha
(...Not like you at all)
Yes I know that this is weird for me, but I still can't get the tears to come out
like everyone else did, and I'm not sure why.
everyone
I would again like to thank everyone for the kind words.
OpheilaMontague
but I'm sure she'll stay as a guardian angel for you and your family for as long as you need her.
Yes I beleave this too, and to go with that is this.
To my mom on her death bed-
I'm sorry i'm late, but I couldn't stand the thought of seeing you like this,
on that bed looking sick like. Just like at home when you went to the hospital
it scared me to see you like that. I'm sorry I can't cry for you but I haven't
cried in so long that the tears won't come out, only my hands are shaking.
All I can do is send one of my angels with you on your way to a better place.
And I'm glad you won't have to deal with the way the world has become.
Well thats all, thankyou again. I have to stop now, it's getting hard to see screen.
