Didn't go to sleep till about 2:30 AM this morning. Mainly because my mum was making me move cabinets around the house until after midnight, and once I could finally go to bed, I was too awake to be able to sleep. So I stayed up and went to sleep at 2:30. Four hours and 15 minutes later, my alarm clock frightened the crap out of me to tell me to get up (everytime it goes off my heart is pounding for another minute or two). I had to go into school normal time (had study spell first. So I technically didn't need to be in school until 9:40 AM (I arrive there at 8 AM precisely). But no wait, I read the notices board in the main foyer and a painful group of letters created horrible sounds in my head. Those sounds sounded as such: "Choir practice all day today."
A full 5 hours of choir today...

Let's just say by the end of it I was starting to get violent.

It wouldn't be quite so bad if I could at least have some fun. But as a choir is, it's just blending a bunch of voices to get one big sound. And since I keep getting told off for not blending my voice. The reason being that I simply can't blend my voice in, because I'm not a female, or a comfortable bass voice. I can sing the bass parts, just that my comfortable range is in the tenor and alto parts, and it's too quiet (the notes are too low for me to sing at the same volume as the others).
I just have to sing quiet enough so that I am not heard (because in my boredom I just play around with the melodies, chuck in some more complicated flicks and stuff), but loud enough so that they know I'm singing. I mean, a choir is nice when it's background, like a choir for backing vocals in the chorus of a song. But as the main feature?

I'd just leave choir, but if I do, I get kicked out of music (a chain reaction. You can't do music without doing music lessons, and if you do lessons you have to do whatever extension activity there is for that instrument (and for vocals it is choir).
Something tells me that I really shouldn't be in choir as I can't keep my sanity. And I have to perform with the choir in front of the school on Wednesday, and practice during my break on the same day. Might just skip a day, as I really don't want to do it. I shouldn't have to; I signed up to vocal lessons so that I could learn to sing with all the right vocal techniques to keep my voice healthy (and better sounding), so why should I have to sing in a choir if it doesn't help me with what I signed up to learn about? I mean, that's what a school is for. To teach you how to do things, and from what I see they don't even allow that without putting lumps of irritating drivel around it. And also, in 2 weeks I have to sing in choir for stage challenge (which I'm not interested in at all), and in 3 weeks I have to sing in choir in Wellington before a crowd of about 600 people +.
/RANT