I find myself in an awkward position now - raised a Methodist since I can remember and going to a Catholic High School that had more RE lessons than physics, but having always been interested in science. Alas, I didn't turn into a scientist, but the more I discovered the more I questioned the faith.
"The Bible's full of contradictions"
"How do Adam and Eve fit into evolution"
While doubting, I never lost faith and still continued praying most nights for others (and myself if I'm honest). The turning point was probably a few years ago, realising just how much trouble is routed in religion in some way and the extent of believers hypocrisy. Documentaries explaining reasons for certain Christian doctrines and scientific theories on religious events contributed too. In the end I was left with more questions and the only recurring theme from religion was one of overriding stubborness:
My sister: "That film's so wrong, she was just a prostitute"
Me: "Actually she wasn't"
My sister: "Of course she is, you don't read the Bible anyway"
Me: "Show me where in the Bible it is even mentioned. In fact this was a lie purportrated by...."
My sister: "Whatever you don't believe in God"
For the record, I thought
that film was drivel and no, she's no Bible basher but one of "those Christians"; has the Crucifix and believes in God but rarely goes to church.
Anyway, I'm posting here because of something interesting I read in the Daily Mail (I know). A book is going to be published by the same people that brought us The Da Vinci Code after having already been a bestseller in Ireland. It's by a woman who claims she can see angels.
http://scotlandonsunday.scotsman.com/spectrum/On-a-wing-and-a.4207179.jp
That's a different interview, but it's pretty much the gist of it. I know what you're thinking, and I'm not ready to announce I'm a believer but I was genuinely interested by the story. Her views on religion mirror that of
Dogma and it's driven me to explore my beliefs from a different angle (aptly said in the Einstein quote at the end), and I reckon no harm can come from that. I like to think of it as being similar to a muse, case in point being that article. Right on the next page in the paper was a feature on "real gifts" for Christmas, those being charitable donations. One was for a Barnados Christmas scheme for child carers, and as soon as I saw it I was compelled to give one as a gift. I know I wouldn't have done so if it weren't for the angel article, and I'm still too cynical to even contemplate it was "God's plan to make me", but I find it a nice starting point for an understanding of spiritual belief. Note this doesn't change my views on the Bible (I can't comment on others since I have no knowledge of them), as I believe it impossible to take an literal understanding of all the Books included.
As for religion and science? I find this quote I read recently fits nicely:
"The reasoning faculty can deal with no facts until they are cognized by it"
And that works both ways