All you've said is that "In the last couple thousand years, primitive humans wrote some books based in a pre-scientific, barbaric, tribal, superstitious, and staggeringly ignorant time."
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Honestly, I feel attacked and insulted by you, much negativity. I never said any of the points I named are evidence in any way, not even for me, besides I pointed out that all the points ARE controversial. I SUPPOSE (do not intend to insult you) that you are one of those, who despirately try to debunk everything you are not able to proof or understand, that is sad. Concerning my personal experience-no it is not what you imagine it to be and you are one of the last I would like to talk to about it and I DEFINATELY did not abandoned rational thought.
Talking about rationality and God, even some scientists-physics are almost convinced this universe must be "engineered", as all the forces work in such a perfect manner together and when you would change just one force (e.g.electromagnetisme) a tiny little bit, the whole universe wouldn't "work" or "collapse"-means no life at all.
Let's get to reincarnation, in a scientific way again. Quantum physicists, more and more of them, try to explain the "soul" by saying that we are basically "consciousness"-the results of all our experiences, feelings and thoughts. Everything in the universe is energy, even thoughts, at least that's what Einstein said. I am not a scientist, and not educated enough and certainly not smart enough to understand this stuff, but than agian no one really is, yet.
I really can understand that you do not believe in God, even I doubt from time to time his existence when I see the simply unbelievable cruelty done in the world, and yes often in the name of "God", that is a sad thing.
Believe me, I have many many more reasons to believe in God but again I am not willing to tell people why, the ractions would be too negative and I respect myself too much to let that happen.
I hope you will experience someday sth. that will make you wonder and think about this topic again.
The idea of god was not a lie but a device of the unconscious which needed to be decoded by psychology. A personal god was nothing more than an exalted father-figure. Desire for such a deity sprang from infantile yearnings for a powerful, protective father; for justice and fairness and for life to go on forever. God is simply a projection of these desires, feared and worshipped by human beings out of an abiding sense of helplessness. Religion belonged to the infancy of the human race; it had been a necessary stage in the transition from childhood to maturity. It had promoted ethical values which were essential to society. Now that humanity had come of age, however, it should be left behind. (Sigmund Freud)
That is an absolutely fascinating thought and it seems very logical (before reading this "idea" years ago already, I already figured that out by myself, so much to christians not thinking enough, yeah).Though, as stupid as it may sound to you, it does not contradict with my beliefe, I do not see God as a person, but more as an energy or universal intelligence.
In respect, Alex.