Back when I was in 7th grade, one of the most popular students in my grade committed suicide after a fight with his girlfriend. It had a pretty big affect on most people. I remember the day like it was yesterday, but I'm not getting into details.
I'm friends with some of his distant friends, but friends nonetheless. In May, it'll be three years since the student offed himself. Here are those distant friends, making suicide jokes. Its obviously flat out wrong, but it more pisses me off that they're doing it because I've been, literally speaking, within 20 yards of committing suicide myself. Its been since August, but I'm also not getting into details about that.
Bottom line, the suicide jokes need to stop. But the sad thing is, is that I honestly don't think some of those who make said suicide jokes would stop if someone they knew ended up offing themselves.
Anyway, I'd like to get away and move on from the suicide talk. So, talking about math now, I absolutely suck at it. And it doesn't help that my depressed feeling I usually have reaches its highest point in the day when I'm in math class. Actually, I could probably do well if I wasn't filled with depressing thoughts and emotions throughout the entire class.