Originally posted by Schumy
oh so you graduated with grade 12 .......see, the fun doesn't begin until 13 and then university where they offer a full course on the "Randomocity" of Mutations ..
..it's a good course ..... umm ....you probably believe in ying and yang .....no, i don't know ....just tell me ....it's not a secret and you don't have to be ashamed of your beliefs ....
Alright, you've talked me into it. My life history as far as 'religion' is concerned:
I was raised as a Southern Baptist gentleman in Houston, Texas. I attended a very large church until the age of 6. My family moved north to central Arkansas where we joined a 'not-so-big' Southern Baptist church. I guess I always knew "something about this just ain't right". It didn't settle with me some how.
I was encouraged (forced) to join a Bible study group for highschool guys when I was in 11th grade (junior, second oldest age group in public school). Our group leader always had a Bible study lesson ready for us to go over in our hour and a half to two hour meetings ... but some how we managed to always finish up in about 15 minutes and spend the remainder of the time just talking about God and what it meant to be a Southern Baptist, and what our church believed, and expected of us. We were all doing a lot of growing up at the time, and this seemed like the perfect place for us to get some answers.
The group of ten or fifteen guys rapidly realized that we (individually and as a group) did not agree with the majority of things that made our church a 'Southern Baptist Church'. The members quickly dropped off in attendance, and encouraged other friends in the high school group to "ask questions". Attendance decreased from there ... and small Bible study groups started cropping up at school during lunch hours, and at homes in the evenings. That's basically how new Churches are formed. Someone finds out something they don't agree with and go start their own Church. My Geography teacher (college) last semester said he read through the phone book and found over 20 different
religions represented in our small town. That doesn't mean 7 or 8 Baptist churches, and 2 or 3 Methodists ... it means different
religions. The 20+ Baptist churches all count as ONE religion. I was a bit shocked by those figures.
There is even a semi-recent startup church here that ... when boiled down to the basics ... has three laws of doctrine. God is the creator, Jesus is the savior, and the Bible is the final answer. Pretty simple, eh? Well they've even had problems in the recent past that about caused a massive split of their tiny congregation.
Oh wait ... back to me ... those three laws of doctrine I listed above? Yeah, that's close to how I've been doing things lately. I'm not an active member of my church anymore, though I haven't "removed my letter", or whatever the heck they say. I've been attending a Bible study group with some friends that attend the above mentioned church. I have no desire to go with them on Sunday mornings though. "Organized religion" rubs me the wrong way. But after saying that, I'd like to point out that I have some strange respect for the Catholic Church. It kept humanity human for a very long time, and in recent times has had highly suggestive power. There have been several occations that I wished the Pope, or other high ranking Catholic figures, would come forward on current events and express the Church's opinion. It just seems that most of the time they sit back and wait for someone to go to them. It seems to be becoming less and less active in a world that needs the Catholic form of order and direction.
My personal doctrine, of which I've never really come out and said before (because I honestly don't know what it would be ...) would probably fall along these lines ...
- A supreme being is watching me [and everyone else], judging my actions for later review.
- Their is an afterlife. An indivudual either goes to the 'happy place' usually called Heaven, or ceases to exist all together. Eternal tortue in firey pits of sulfuric acid just seems a bit harsh, even for God.
- The Bible [old testiment] is filled with men's stories about their encounters with God, and lesson on how to improve your own life/existance.
- The Bible [new testiment] is a story about a dude named Jesus of Nazerine (sp?), as told by the men that were closest to him while he walked the Earth. For me, the jury is still out on the whole "Christ" bit. I like to believe that Jesus was the son of God, but the Bible is quite vague and dodgy in areas that I feel should have been given more attention. I guess this is where faith comes in (:
- I try to live my life like Jesus lived his. "Christ-like", as the Bible instructs us. Because even if you are not a believer in the Trinity, the Bible has some really good advice on how to be a better human being. It just makes good sense is all.
So, I guess my answer would be ... I'm a Christian. I do not belong to a church because I do not agree with organized religion. I attend Bible study groups when invited, but do not actively seek them. I know I should because the Bible instucts us to ("
When two or more are gathered in my name ..."), and by my above bullet point, "it just makes good sense". I guess when you have several people with similar interests in mind coming together to talk, the results can only be possitive. I mean, look at you and I!
On "God" ... the Sci-Fi plots I mentioned in an earlier post seem more and more realistic to me. I'm crazy like that though. I do, however, believe a supreme being is 'taking care of things'. With regard to sounding like a freaking weirdo, God has presented/reveiled himself to me ... on several occations. Examples would be: during those depressed states that we've all been through, I get the gentle reassurance that
everything is alright, you're doing ok, just keep plugging along, things will get brighter much sooner than you could expect - sure enough, something livens up my life and things get back to normal before I have a chance to think about it; or I'm crusing through life being my usual deviant self when -
BAM - out of the blue I get this very awakening thought
Hey, you're not being Christ-like - this pisses me off greatly, and I get back to where I belong in a rush (: There are other less 'fatherly' experiences that I've had, such as driving down the highway or riding my bike through the country hills and God 'says', "Hey, check this out" and some crazy thing in nature shows up in front of me ... like a some groovy wild animal just chilling on the road, or a cool thing in the sky like clouds or the sunset, or something man made like a neat building (I'm a hobbiest photography, love architecture). But stuff that I normally don't think would have caught my attention.
With all of that said, there is a part of me that has a strong desire to just throw all of these exprierences, feelings, thoughts, ideas, and emotions toward the side that says it is all caused by chemicals in the body and resident programmed responces in the brain. God is your conscience ... or visa versa. And that is how I came up with my Sci-Fi plot that 'life' is the result of an alien civilization that set out to populate the Universe with intelligent beings. They sent out a pod that was to replicate life on distant planets with the simple instruction to repeat the process when the capabilities were realized/achieved. I think we're already in the process of making that happen. Did you see the poll (officially hosted by NASA) asking what NASA should do next? Collonize the Moon, human landings on Mars, or collect more information about other planets?
I guess I could break it all down to this - there is something more powerful than anything we've ever seen that is controlling the fate of all that we know, including death. I'd like for it to notice me, and perhaps, not piss it off. If at any point in my life it chooses to ask a favor of me, I would like to be prepared for the task.
one thing i do know is that you're uncertain about some things in life as am i
You have no idea how true that statement is. Well hopefully you do ... otherwise you wouldn't have made the statement. My friends and I have gone over that many times. I think the 'uncertainty' falls into two catagories - equally. One is called "Growing up", the other is called "faith". Both must be dealt with rationally and daily. If either is neglected, the body and soul will deminish, leaving a frail whithering shell of a human being.
And now something interesting for your viewing pleasure:
Is human evolution finally over?. It appears ... we're done here. Time to find a new planet and hopefully we'll continue our human evolution there (:
~LoudMusic