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In the end, I suppose it's just another grim reminder of our own bleak mortality. Every moment spent in a quest for our insatiable need for pleasure; and when it's in our grasp only to have that pleasure slip between our fingers. Quite literally in this instance. Then in the moment of darkest failure we realize that we are doomed to repeat the cycle; and somewhere deep within your soul, you know the result will be the same. Like lemmings we rush toward that inevitable demise, but unlike them we lie to ourselves. "This time will be different", we say. We convince our selves that this one time the pursuit will be for more than a fleeting glimmer of hope. We are wrong. Every fap is one closer to your last.