Page 6 - 22 Years of Tears
While inside in the hotel room eating take out food for dinner, Takanori opens the TV. He changes the channel in which little Ben wants to watch.
Takanori: "You watch French drama?"
little Ben: "Sometimes. Daddy would translate the dialogue, since he speaks French too."
Takanori: "French language is hard to study. Actually, any foreign language is hard to learn."
little Ben: "Daddy should be here cooking dinner for us. Haha!"
Takanori: "Well, he'll be here next week. Let's go around Paris tomorrow, okay? And we might meet your new Mommy."
little Ben: "I want to!"
Takanori then changes the channel to FIA channel to learn the latest in racing. Suddenly, a breaking news comes in.
"This just in. S-Rank racer Takuma Kanonji has been involved in a serious high speed crash in Tuscany, Italy. According to the doctors who treated him, he is in very serious condition because he was impaled by a steel pole in the chest nearby his heart during the crash. The pole was successfully removed at the operation; but they are not sure on the chances of his survival."
Takanori: "Aniki!!!"
The little boy then starts to cry.
little Ben: "Daddy!!! I want to see him!"
Takanori: "Stay strong, little Ben... Your father will fight for you. We'll go to that hospital in Italy tomorrow."
"Stay tuned for the latest developments of this news."
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Oyaji puffs out a smoke. He has a short brown hair and a moustache. He looks like the older version of Takanori. I don't know what to say...
Michiharu: "I understood what you went through. I didn't have the strength to save you back then. I was just looking at that burning building while holding the infant Takanori. I was waiting for you to come out..."
Takuma: "Did you even try looking for me?"
Michiharu: "Of course. I poured all my efforts in looking for you. I even cried when I finally gave up."
Takuma: "Then why did you give up!? Answer me!!! You realized how sad I really was!? Otousan took me in, but I was still waiting for you to pick me up and bring me to your home!!!"
I have to take it all out. I have to tell what I really feel.
Michiharu: "I'm truly sorry, my beloved son. I guess this meeting will not be enough to make up for that 22 years of abandonment."
Takuma: "But I was wrong, either. I never realized how much of a great father you really are, until I met Takanori."
Michiharu: "What you achieved so far, I am very proud of you. And you are Takanori's inspiration."
And then I looked away. I don't deserve seeing my father after all my bashing towards him. I am so pathetic. Then I started to cry...
Takuma: "I... I'm really sorry! You must hate me! I don't deserve to be your son!"
He puts his hand on my hair.
Michiharu: "I should be the one apologizing. For I was not a good father..."
Takuma: "I've said everything bad about you! I've cursed you! I am a rotten person!"
Michiharu: "It's nothing. Forget about the past. You will have your own family soon, right? You will be a great father..."
Tears just keep flowing and flowing. I have to release all 22 years of anger and bitterness towards him. Then I just hugged him.
Takuma: "I love you, Oyaji!"
Michiharu: "I love you too, Takuma. I can finally move on. I am very eager to see you. And you know what, you will become a great man. You will be looked up by many. Ben raised you to be a great person, and I am happy the way you are right now."
I am just crying and wailing.
Michiharu: "Just keep on crying... You have to release all of your feelings. That's good. Even a man has to cry, you know?"
Then after that hug, Oyaji starts to disappear.
Michiharu: "I am finally happy. I can finally move on. Thank you, Takuma."
Takuma: "I love you, Dad... I will think of you."
When he's totally gone, I just smiled. I finally met him in person. And even though he's not living, he is in my heart forever.
Now, I am complete...
A ray of light appeared right before my eyes. I started walking to it...
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