Congratulations, on both the certification and graduation!
Thanks man I really appreciate it. Means a lot to me.
And wow. What a day it has been. So many mixed emotions. It was officially my last day of school, ever.
It started off like any other day. Get up, listen to music on the bus (used my phone because I left my Ipod at school yesterday). We got on the bus and I start talking to the driver (second bus that transports us to the vocational and alternative ED school) and she said she knew the guys at a place I was applying to for a job (her ex husband works there I guess). Anyways, my parents know the guys so that helped too. She calls the place to put in a good word for me, and then I find out I'm pretty much set on the job. The guy calls back later and I talked to him, and what do you know? I've got to be there 9 am sharp tomorrow morning!!
So after that I went in and got my Ipod and ate breakfast (this is when I talked to the guy). Classes went good like usual, then we went to lunch a bit early (about 10:30) and got back to the school. Since I graduated auto tech yesterday I wasn't required to attend so I went home right at 11:20 (when I got to the cafeteria for lunch and we got back to the school).
This is where I softened up. I told the guys I had to leave. I didn't see many of them because they were in differnet places in the school so I didn't get to say goodbye.
It was in that walk to the cafeteria, when we were in the hallway I spoke up.
Me and one of my closest friends in the world were walking to the cafeteria and I said, you know dude, this is the last time we are ever going to walk through these halls together, in our high school career. My buddy was like yeah I know, it sucks. So we stopped walking for a second and just looked at each other. Then I shook his hand and we said have a good life to each other and walked up to the cafeteria door. I can't remember what else we said before when we were in the hall.
This is where it gets mushy. I said I've got to go, my mom was there waiting for me and I didn't want to her to have to wait a long time (she had my sisters awards ceremony to go to at the home school). So we did our hand shake thing we do, shook hands a few times the real way, said a few thigns to each other and stood ther. Then he comes over and puts his arms out and gave me a huge hug and was lik, well I can't remember the moment was indescribable. My best bud doing this. We talked for a seocnd and he was like I'm gonna cry. I said the same and I felt them coming. Iwas like dude I need to go before I lose it. It's better for us both. Hes like yeah I know dude but I doon't want to. We finally broke it off after what seemed like ages and he looked at me and he was crying pretty good. We didn't say anything else. Just looked in each others eyes and walked off.
It was the hardest thing I've ever done in school, ever. I'm actually teared up typing this just thinking about it.