Mmmm...we've been here before, the both of us.
I thought you got dry for a while?
I did, and it was good. Unfortunately it didn't last, whatever bad stuff I would say about alcohol, it's still a great coping and motivation mechanism. And I went through a difficult phase, and it was the best answer I had. Wishing I hadn't though, I'm such a lard-ass now, and having put out the christmas empties for recycling yesterday even I'm stunned by how much I've had to drink that last week or two. It's gotta stop, it's retarded.
Well, to be perfectly honest, that's (mostly) not the issue of others, but rather yourself. I know where you're coming from, though. Sometimes it's just better to take a few deep breaths and not take too many things too personal and start a (most of the time) useless discussion which is leading nowhere. I've did the same thing on one or two forums, but after just a little bit I realised how stupid that was.
So, you know what I'd suggest? Yoga or just something to get the "aggression" out like boxing for example. Helps with your excercising resolution there and also helped me quite a bit.
The crazy thing is, ultimately I'm only ranting about peoples mind-set/narrow-mindedness or posting style, not even the details or the outcome of their opinions. To be fair GTP isn't so bad, because it's well moderated, but I still spend too long smashing my face against the keyboard.
Tried yoga once, and kick-boxing... funnily enough, the classes followed each other, so the kick-boxers all got to laugh at us coming out of Yoga
I was doing yoga to help with my rock-climbing technique, once I stopped climbing I didn't need the Yoga, and I had to give the kick boxing up pretty quickly as it causes childhood ankle and foot injuries to flare up pretty badly. I have a friend who wants to get back in to cage fighting, I could always train with him.... orrr... maybe not
edit: I'm also going to travel more this year. Desperate to see some different cities, and I vow to get to a couple of European races (including the N24), and I'm really hoping to be able to get back over to the US this year and catch some US motorsport.