My suspicion, not directed at you, @
smskeeter23 or anyone else in this thread, but regarding the general mood towards online racing here on GTP, is a lot of people find excuses to stay within their comfort zone, where their self-perception remains uncontested. "I don't go there, it's all just dirty", "I have to learn this and that first, so I can make a good impression when going to the real thing", "I race only this and that, which nobody does online", what is that good for? All one needs is to relax the demands of the ego, accept one might have to learn and gain experience first, take it easy and just try it. When you race with other real people for the first time, you will totally suck anyway. It's ok, it was the same for everyone. One can only overcome this by going for it still.