Just completed a full trial of jury duty yesterday which included half a day of jury selection, 2.5 days of trial, and about 8 hours of jury deliberation. It was a doozy for several reasons including lack of evidence, unreliable witnesses, and the fact that it wasn't until after our verdict was handed in that we realized we not only just changed a man's life forever but
also overturned a prior verdict.
Very strange how a change in law and subsequent appeal could turn multiple counts of murder into self defense. I can only imagine that the previous jury may have felt in their hearts that this was a case of self defense but inadequate law and rules prevented them from being able to justify that. During the intial trial over two years ago, the burden of proof for self defense was on the defendant. Now, the burden of proof
against self defense is on the prosecution. And frankly, so little was proven from any perspective that whoever the burden happens to be on at the time was always going to lose.
The system works in mysterious ways. We're all individuals making decisions in our lives and as individuals we have to weigh all sides of an issue when we make a big decisions. But court breaks that down into pieces, to the point where they create teams, a "good" and "bad" team, a prosecution and defense, and those teams are so focused on whatever their job may be that it's like they've taken the angel and devil off your shoulder and sat them at tables in front of you. That's really what it felt like, like they took our internal decision making process and put it in front of my eyeballs to soak everything in step by step.
I hated it but it was very interesting and ultimately the whole jury agreed
enough that it worked. And now a young man in his twenties who thought he was hanging with friends but ended up scared in a split-second decision making process is free to roam after being imprisoned for something he never wanted to happen. Hopefully he's able to move to a better place, make more trustworthy friends, and find some stability.
And yeah I'd be glad to do it again. It's almost like all that time spent arguing on the internet has finally amounted to something.