The beauty of free will to deny something again and again.
That never ceases to amaze me.
Consisering you always ignore the evidence we post, often going so far as to accuse us of blindness while simultaneously not responding to the point being made, and considering every time you post something that is supposedly evidence, we actually point out flaws and give context, which is more than you've done...
I find it fascinating that you are surprised people are not going to believe in god just because. People need reasons to believe in things. Anything. And not just practical reasons, like "believing will allow me into heaven." I can't convince myself that something is true just because it's convenient. I need to be convinced. Of anything.
If I told myself I believed in God it would be a lie. Even if I really wanted it to be true. You don't get to choose what you believe. It happens completely automatically based on your experiences and knowledge. What you can choose is what you investigate, what you try to learn about to get the most accurate beliefs.
You have now made it quite clear that you have never investigated, even to the smallest degree, evolution, the big bang, archaeology, ancient world history, chemistry, nuclear physics, or possibly anything but the bible. From what I can tell, it's very possible that everything you "know" about the world is from what someone told you. You've been discouraged from learning, from caring about anything but God. And I think that's a shame.