I'm sorry for not posting or anything. I've been busy lately, and wanted to put this behind me while I went through the stuff I've been going through.
Anyway, my excuse--more of a reason than an excuse-- is that I'm gay. Yes. But I wanted to be openly gay about it to people I don't know. If I was my normal self, then what if someone from my neighbourhood knew me on GTP, then word would get spread around my neighbourhood. I know I shouldn't have done it, but it was a lie that just kept digging, and I didn't have the balls to pull myself out.
The whole military thing is true. Apart from the military life I explained was the life from my older brother. And yeah, I do have an older brother who's a few years older than me in the military who died, and my brother did drop out because of that. The life I explained, was true. The nights out and homophobic abuse, was true. The only thing I made up was my age, and my 'car'.
Do what you want to me... Ban me, slaughter me, eat me alive... It's gone too far out of hand, and as I said, I wasn't big enough to own up. Apologies for everything I've put you all through, and even if I don't get banned, it's not like I'll be able to speak to anyone on here anymore, due to all this embarrassment. Anyway, I'm going to delete the thread and anything that I've done that has anything to do with the car.
May aswell own up now because if anyone from my area was on GTP, they've already clicked in that I'm gay.