I really genuinely think you
were interested in a turn around, and you did work towards that but I have to say, if you're going to turn around and blame everyone else, then I don't really think you've learned anything since you've come back.
However, after much thought on the matter I have decided it is too late for me to be accepted on this website. I will now outline the problems this website has, which I am sure will result in the banning of my account. As a result of banter with other users I'm a mere 10 warning points from 30. It will be impossible for me to convey my true feelings while staying true to the AUP.
The only reason it is
too late is because you're making it that way, not anyone else. This post, is doing exactly that. you need to focus on yourself, not others. Because your so fixated on everyone else being wrong, and not you( what a coincidence, you used to come off this way in your debates as well) you're going to be stuck in this loop.
In all of my experience here, I only hold a positive opinion of three members of this site's staff:
@Jordan, the founder of the site, and moderators
@Omnis and
@niky. The other moderators, I'm afraid, can generally be best described as ***holes. The lead ***hole, of course, is none other than
@Famine. Famine is someone who each time they posts takes the time to type in the code to make their text purple and then boldfaces it. Not just for important posts, but for ALL OF THEM. Famine, as the site's administrator, desires his words to appear far more important than anyone else's. His avatar is a picture of a book he wrote that we can buy a copy of here on GTPlanet. Rather than showing his favorite car or racetrack, his avatar is essentially an advertisement for GTPlanet, the very website we are already on. It boggles my mind that this website's founder is very polite and helpful while the administrator is a narcisistic egomaniac, who refuses to lock useless threads on the Rumble Strip just because the owner posted a request to lock it rather than changing the title! "No." Famine said, "I can't lock your thread because doing so would remove your embarassing posts as well as my public assertion of power. There are also moderators on this site (
@Scaff) that seem to spend more time debating on the Opinions forum than actually performing their moderator duties.
Sad to see that really, and this is exactly why you get the flak you do. You are bothered by the fact that
@Famine is supporting and advertising a website that
he works for? He's put time, and money(I'm sure), and effort into his passion but that bothers you so much that he wants to advertise it?
Being a member of the staff means you are no longer able to have your own opinion, but more rather you are supposed to be a robot and give an automated response every time a request comes through? Are they supposed to sit staring at a screen and wait for a notification to come in to tell them that there is a job to be done? Are they supposed to wait for MasterMold to issue the command?
Thats the problem with that kind of job. You do it, and even with no ill intent, you'll get flak for it.
I suppose this could be merged into problem one because it is moderator-related, but whatever. About a year or so ago
@Roger the Horse and I were in some sort of debate when he intentionally misquoted me to make fun of what I was saying. I reported the post, claiming it was a clear violation of the AUP. As I expected, a moderator stepped in (I believe it was
@daan) and edited the post to remove the misquote, saying it was indeed a violation of the AUP. I want to clarify I am no longer angry with Roger over this incident, as we have since moved on and seem to be on fairly good terms now. I am, however, rightfully angry at
@SlipZtrEm, a moderator who, during a coolness debate last fall, intentionally misquoted me in a clear effort to insult me. I reported the post, but not to my surprise, nothing happened. I guess Slipstream checked the report himself and deleted it before any of the other mods could see it. That incident told me that that some on this site's staff are very immature and undeserving of their postion.
And this is why you don't accuse people of things, when you have no idea how these things actually work. You're throwing these accusations around when its impossible for him to even do the things he is accused of, and not only that, but you insult him? This is why people feel the way they do about you. You throw around these thoughts with little to no understanding. This is something that could be worked on, but you've seemed to have made up your mind,
again.
Why should such a device be present on GTPlanet, a forum dedicated to Gran Turismo? Since I recieved the award, and later a Premium upgrade, I had made it my goal to improve myself and win the "Most Improved" award for 2015. However, in short time I realized that would be an impossible task when
@Jahgee1124 made my truck a cool wall post as an April Fool's joke.
Because its ment to show you how much of an a-hole you
were. If it bothers you so much that you got the award, then why not change? You started off decent, but it was all for nothing apparently.
When I saw then what GTP's opinion of me was, I started to think it would be a waste of time to improve myself. After several days of thought, I've realised that I barely need improvement at all: GTP needs improvement.
You think improving one's self is a waste of time? That's a shame. This is the exact thinking that got you into this situation in the first place, and comes as a swift kick in the balls for those that supported you, and stood up for you. I agree, that there are parts of the community that can use some improving, but why would you pretend that you've been the most upstanding?
Still, you are part of GTP as a whole, so you are correct in saying that GTP needs improvement.
Fix these problems, GTPlanet. I see potential in this site to acheive greatness, but for me the boat will already have sailed.
This site is great, and it has been around for over a decade because of that. If the boat has sailed, then this thread is irrelevant.
I'm sad that you chose this as your next course of action. I had support for you, and was rooting for you to get through this. The fact that you seem fixated on the past, more then anyone is the reason that you have this train of thought. You seem to think that everyone is out to get you, because they reply to a post you made, on a part of a forum, in some thread.
I wish you the best, and hopefully you sort out your problems, because these instances aren't something that is restricted to the virtual world.