My life, I've been depressed since last 5 years but now it got even worse, I'm bored all the time, nothing seems to make me happy or satisfied, most of the time I feel like I'm half asleep or time is slowing down and I'm absolutely unmotivated to do anything. I don't even want to start a relationship and I'm immune to flirting, I don't feel anything at all.
Psychiatrist can't help me with their funny colorful pills and I've completely lost all interest in living my life.
All I do besides working in my gray, dull and stupid office is sleeping 10 hours a day, eating and weight lifting 3 hours a day to let off some steam. Exercise is actually the only thing that makes me feel better and keeps me away from drug abuse, benching 230 10 reps 5 stints and curling 100 makes me feel alive for short time, its the only thing I look forward to when I wake up.
Yep, really grinds my gears.