Hey guys, unfortunately I some regretful news to share, of which I've been contemplating over the past day or 2. It's made even worse by the fact that you guys have lost a few strong competitors over the week
I'm not sure if this might be better directed partciularly torward the organizors in a PM, but I think I shall let everyone know where I stand and my reasons, instead of just quietly dissapearing.
I'm sorry to say this, but I've decided to pull the plug on my participation in this series. Unfortunately I don't have a whole lot of time to play GT5 in my spare time nowadays, and TBH I'm just not enjoying what time I do have to play it, as much as I should be. I feel extremely bad if I've let any of you down, but I think sometimes we must do what's best for ourselves, and I don't think dragging myself out to race just because I feel obligated is neccesarily the right thing to do (for myself or any others)...mainly because this is just a game that we all play soley for personal satisfaction in the end (no money involved or sponsorship commitments, etc.), so why play if you're not really being satisfied? Especially when your time is limited. I also decided to go dirt biking with my bros on Sunday, so I wouldn't have been able to make the race regardless, which then would have put me in D2 for the next 2 weeks I believe
I think I was maybe a little bit quick in commiting to the series without thinking things through more thoroughly in some ways, but I was forced to take a break from iRacing once my PC crashed (I wouldn't be back to playing GT5 had it not been for that) and I wound up with several people trying to get me to sign up for this series...of which seemed quite appetizing at the time
Personally with my somewhat limited time to play, I tend to enjoy just being able to hop in a car and work soley on my driving (what I enjoy most), rather than having to continually work on a tune for next week and having to adjust for ballast in a lot of cases. These things are only a frustrating waste of time to me, and tends to only be detremental to my driving and the fact that I'm always trying to improve (as you tend to waste a lot of time generally being out of rhythm trying to figure out what adjustments work and which ones don't).
I also think spec racing will be what I do from now on when I play GT5, as it usually provides the best racing and everyone is always on even playing grounds (with true benchmarks)...letting the best man win, which is how I feel racing should be, at least in the sim world. In this series though, I feel a lot of quality racing that could be going on is going to waste, because of how the different cars tend to suit different tracks, and how in a lot of cases it's pretty much impossible for one car to beat, or even be remotely competitive with another car depending on the circuit layout (like in the last race). Unfortunately, my interest has just started to dwindle rather quickly, especially as I've become to realize that guys like Tony are basically driving a car that generally suits completely different circuits to mine (meaning the racing between us isn't great), while Adam is stuck in a division he has no place being in (IMO) for a round or 2, simply because he was the victim of an unfortunate DC last round. I hope I don't sound egotistical in that I only want to be racing these guys, but when you have to start loading the top drivers with a massive amount of ballast to promote closer racing...I've found out that I'm not the biggest fan of such for a number of reason (another variable to figure out each race, doesn't leave a legitmate benchmark as far as your lap times and what areas you need to improve, etc.) With all that said, I guess I'm just not cut out for this series.
Again, I'm extremely sorry to organizors especially, to the competitors who would have liked to have seen me stick around, and particularly to my team mate Rees, who's been a great team mate and a super cool guy all around. Hopefully I have at least given you guys something over the past few weeks...whether it be a good race, a driving tip, tune, etc. that would have made my short stay in the Championship worth something.
Best of luck with the series as I bow out. If I can be of any help to any of you, I'll be checking in fairly often and would be willing to help out when I can (whether it be to steward a qualifying session, or what not). Also, don't be suprised if you happen to see me enter or create a simple spec series in the near future. I'd love to have you guys compete in that if you found time as well, as pretty much all of you guys are legitmate racers in my eyes
Anyway, I hope there are no sour grapes guys